Completely Rotten

by Youth Pastor

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the theme of this album is songs I wrote while drunk. you can tell I wrote them all when I was drunk because they're all really honest and half-assed.

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released February 10, 2017

without mean boys this album would not have been possible

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Youth Pastor is Garet from the *dc area

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Track Name: blonde
i wish that i was blonde again
that i was happy and fun again
back in the day when i was feeling alright
i wish that i was home again
that i stuck my fingers down my throat again
back when i still wore pretty skirts and they didn't feel foreign to me

and i made you tons of playlists that i know you never listened to
otherwise you couldn't make the excuse
you were afraid i would hurt you
and what about my drunken ramblings at 2am
when i'd make light conversation
about how i wish you'd want me again

and what about all the times when i said that i was yours
when i told you things i'd never said to anyone before
and what about all the times i told you you were something
and all you said was thank you
and that thank you meant nothing

oh i wish you didn't fear intimacy
especially when it comes to me
i wish you'd let yourself be happy
even though you know it'll end
i wish that you could let yourself
be convinced by a lot of words from my mouth
but you don't listen to what i say
since we stopped going out

and what about all the times when i said that i was yours
when i told you things i'd never said to anyone before
and what about all the times i told you you were something
and all you said was thank you
and that thank you meant nothing

doo doo doo (hah)

and what about all the things
you used to say to me?
when you thought i was the prettiest thing
that yo had ever seen
and what about all the plans i made up in my head?
do they mean nothing anymore?
i guess they're better off dead
Track Name: fuck you and your bullshit teeth
i've had a headache since two in the morning
and i feel like you've forgotten everything
that made me special to you
i hung a picture of the two of us in the back room of my mind
i go and visit it sometimes
and it makes me feel old

just when i think that you're gone
you come round to see if i'm home
speak of the devil
why won't you leave me alone??

oh it's the way you walk
it's the way you talk
it's the promises you made me
back when we still thought that we could see that springtime through
it's the way you stare
it's the bleach in my hair
because i couldn't stand to keep it brown
but you still, you still come around

i know you think that you're so hot
in that sweater that your mom bought
what a heartbreaker
in a pair of dirty pumas
i hear you got a special feeling for that girl you used to love
i'm like okay
you never loved me anyway

just when i think that you're gone
you come round to see if i'm home
speak of the devil
why won't you leave me alone??

oh it's the way you walk
it's the way you talk
it's the promises you made me
back when we still thought that we could see that springtime through
it's the way you stare
it's the bleach in my hair
because i couldn't stand to keep it brown
but you still, you still come around

oh, it's the way you speak
it's the way you creep
into my thoughts
when i tried so hard to forget about you
it's the way you lie
the way you made me cry
the way i tried so hard to keep the memories down
but you still, you still come around
Track Name: this is me trying to be mellow
I can't believe i made you leave
the first time you came to my house
i'd give anything
to have you back in my bed
my mom, she asked about you yesterday
asked what happened to you
i didn't know what to say

you're not mine anymore
but i hope you're doing okay
i'll send you off with a shit song
saying i hope everything goes your way
i hope you always feel like you exist
i hope life is always good
i hope someone else can make you happy
in the way i never could

thought of you
for no reason at all
you just came into my head
you didn't even call
what can i expect from you?
you never gave me explanation
you just do what you will
i'll still be waiting for you

you're not mine anymore
but i hope you're doing okay
i'll send you off with a shit song
saying i hope everything goes your way
i hope you always feel like you exist
i hope life is always good
i hope someone else can make you happy
in the way i never could
Track Name: lyubovnaya pesnya
i want your girlfriend to, like, beat me up or smthn
love me as much as huffpost loves chomsky
maybe i should disappear or smthn
would you even notice or would it be nothing
make me toast on a thursday morning
and i won't eat it cause i don't like breakfast
so read me some marxist literature
and we'll be cool
cause we're almost done with high school

oh, vladimir lenin <3 chairman mao :(
you stole my heart but i don't know how
i need to be with you, it's affecting my work
i know property is theft but i wanna be yours
i wanna fight like shit, do something dramatic
but feelings and emotions aren't all that pragmatic
so plot some anarchy with me
and we'll be cool
because we're almost done with high school almost done with high school
Track Name: inebriation interlude pt 2
if only you opened up to me
as often as a bottle of wine did
maybe i wouldn't be so totally slumped
at six pm on a weeknight

if only you didn't laugh so much
at every joke she told
maybe i'd feel more confident
putting my bad habits on hold

i don't wanna get better
cause i'm better this way
when i'm like this i don't have to remember
the kind of things you used to say
i don't wanna feel alright
cause this is the best i'll ever be
cause right i'm not thinking about
the days you used to laugh at me
Track Name: the liberal echochamber
it's fucking raw, bro
i'm thinking outside the box
you just don't get it
you're just a member of the flock
baa baa, dude
you're not edgy like me
you conform, you sheep
i'm the fucking king of the free

it's fucking lit, brah
you wouldn't understand
just look pretty
it's all you ladiez can handle
i'm a real sick guy
i go on reddit a lot
i watch youtube videos to tell me how to think outside the box