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grim weeper

by Youth Pastor

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I just want to say I’m sorry It’s winter now and I’m All torn up It’s always the leaves changing isn’t it I just want to say I’m sorry Sometimes I lose my mind Sometimes I’m here with you I think I’m burning up I think I’m on fire in some way I just want to say I’m sorry The summer’s over now you’re Stuck with me again It was never what you wanted I just want to say I’m sorry Sometimes nothing ends Sometimes everything’s over I think I’m cooling down I think I’m frozen in some way I just want to say I’m sorry I never had it in me to really Make you happy I always hated the springtime I just want to say I’m sorry Sometimes I try too hard Sometimes I don’t try enough I haven’t been trying lately Even though I wish I could I just want to say I’m sorry I just wanted to tell you that I’m sorry
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lean in 02:41
my love's so mean He leaves heart shaped burns on all my sleeves He grabs my hand But it’s just to keep him close to me My love’s so sour He’s asking what I’m doing every single hour won’t leave me be But it’s just so he can feel near to me And I get tired every single day When he’s asking all about every name he hears me say My love’s so mean He leaves heart shaped burns on all of my sleeves He grabs my hand But it’s just to keep him close to me My love’s burning down He’ll stay in this house til the planks hit the ground I’ll stay with him Because at least I know he likes me around And when he whispers softly, you see I know he’s the only man for me My love’s so mean He leaves heart shaped burns on all of my sleeves He holds me back But it’s not like I’d ever leave
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hold (demo) 01:55
I tried being the girl You were always chasing after And I tried being someone You could tell your friends about You said I never looked so pretty Wearing your clothes you don’t have to take me out I’m home when I’m right here After a night of terror Can I be the one you run to All the sleepless days Let me be the one to hold When you say to your mom That you’ve met somebody special I hope you talk about me And the way I help you sleep Please make me promise That I’ll catch you when you’re fucked up That i’ll spot you, that I’ll be there Cause i’d never let you fall Oh, I adore you, I adore you If you would only let me love you I’ll adore you, I’ll adore you If you would only let me love you After a night of terror Can I be the one you run to All the sleepless days Let me be the one to hold
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choke 03:52
oh my god, oooooooh my god came from a dark green blanket To freshly changed sheets Are there better heavens in store for me? Lying on my back No no, not on my front I can’t be alone anymore I pray to god better things are in store Holy shit I’m so alone From aching walls To a quaking phone Holy shit my shaking hands can’t warm through pockets and empty demands Oh my god, oooooh my god Staring at a shriveled rose holy shit, I feel the warmest When I’m not wearing clothes Holy shit I’m so alone From aching walls To a quaking phone Holy shit my shaking hands can’t warm through pockets and empty demands Singing “I want to meet the grim reaper” “I want to meet the grim reaper” fielding personal questions To make knowing me cheaper Holy shit I’m so alone From aching walls To a quaking phone Holy shit my shaking hands can’t warm through pockets and empty demands
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winter 01:52
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a few low quality weepy songs and covers, a tribute to the people i adore.

i'm sorry this is really sad

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released February 6, 2018

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Youth Pastor

Youth Pastor is Garet, who is bad at guitar and also at writing but means all of it

contact: mgaret53@gmail.com

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